Well things in Barnsley is starting to hot up. The weather is become a little more like summer. Ive got 3 jobs so im constantly busy. And i have me a boyfriend.

His name is Ash (Ashley Gilbert Rhodes) to be precise but shhhhhhhh because i didn't just say that. He's awesome, we get on really well, he has a great sense of humour and i really enjoy his company. We talk alot about everything and we've both fallen head over heels which is a little scary seen as it is all happening a little fast.

He's moving back to Dewsbury and he's asked me to move in with him when he has a house sorted and ive happily said Yes. I know he will look after me and support me in everything i chose to do and i love to be around him so although moving in together is a very scary thought i know that if i talk it over with him we should be able to make it work.

The downside of it all though is going to be telling my parents. He's a little older than me, which is not a problem to us because we know how we feel and we can have decent conversations with each other without realising the age gap, It only seems to be a problem with everyone else. He can cope with the hassle and so can I. But i know telling my mum will be difficuilt as i know she wont understand. To her he'll be a dirty old man or a pervert, but he's really not.

When you see us together it really makes sense. Were always smiling and laughing and play fighting, he's very young for his age and im very mature for mine so we get on like a house on fire and we understand each other. We can discuss things like adults and enjoy life like a pair of innocent 5 year olds. We have fun but we also love each other deeply. I know id do anything for him and he'd do anything for me so what we have is strong.

He's not trying to take me away from my friends or make me leave school. He's encouraging me to go back to college and finnish my A Levels and get a Degree. He wants me to be successful instead of been home all day doing nothing. And i want to introduce him to all my friends and family and for them all to get on well, though the family bit will be a little bit harder than normal. He wants me to have my own independance, my own mind and my own freedom while still been apart of my life and be able to support me when i need it. I dont want everything to go down the pan and be left with nothing and he understands that. He has a bit of money but knows that im not going to drain him dry and knows that if im struggling he can help.

He wants to be by my side as i grow and learn about life and be able to help me along a little. He doesn't want to be like a controller but mearly a supportive partner. He wants me to experience everything and teach me to drive so we can do things together and enjoy life in each others company. We want to share everything and i want to be able to make him happy while been happy myself.

Im very happy when im with him and yesturday we went and had our first ever meal together and there were no funny looks there though when we went to tesco at Midnight for pizza there was a few odd looks. But never mind them, we just giggled.

Everything seems to be going well and im in such a happier mood so expect lots of art work to be uploaded soon.